Flickr/Michael

I want to take the time to document today, September 10th 2016, as my 30-day mark in my recovery process.  It has been 30 full day since I last gambled.  Read more about my last time.  I still haven’t fully come out to my husband and family about my gambling problem. Sure they know I […]

A tragic story unfolded on September 7th, 2016.  A defenseless four year old child was in a moving car with two adults who overdosed on drugs. In East Liverpool, Ohio, police officer Kevin Thompson pulled over a vehicle that had been driving erratically “weaving back and forth in the lane”.   The male driver reported he […]

The Dick Van Dyke Show 1961/Northridge Alumni Bear Facts/flickr/CC by-ND 2.0 “…[alcoholism] can happen to normal average middle aged guy”- Dick Van Dyke Richard Wayne Van Dyke (television actor, comedian, producer) a.k.a Dick Van Dyke Known for CBS sitcom The Dick Van Dyke Show sitcom – actor CBS The Carol Burnett Show variety television show […]

Flicker/John S. and James L. Knight Foundation

“I would die for my children, but I couldn’t stop drinking for my children.  I don’t know if I will ever forgive myself for hurting my children through drinking.” – Elizabeth Vargas Elizabeth Anne Vargas (television journalist) a.k.a. Elizabeth Vargas Known for: ABC’s television network news magazine 20/20  – anchor ABC News World News Tonight – anchor NBC […]

 Note to reader:  “As an addict, I have two choices: stay buried and lost in the pain, guilt, and regret of addiction or fight to dig myself out of (however difficult it may be) the mess I created and start my healing process.  I choose to fight… and now is the time to take action. […]

Flickr/John D.

I have everything I’ve ever wanted.  A gentle kind soul for a husband and two beautiful children.  My little ones are both under 3 years old.  I want to cry just thinking about them and how much I’ve hurt them.  I should be happy and content.  I should be laying in bed sleeping peacefully at 3:00AM […]